same..I did everything I told myself I wont do. I tried everything I swore I’d never try. I said words I promised I’d never say. These days I’ve just been really out of it. Im just so tired of trying to meet up to everybodys expectations. I need a break and set free. But Im breaking loose the wrong way. I dont know how and why I ended up like this. I guess I lost motivation in everything and everyone.
Oh I don’t know, what if I still do like you? Or started having feelings for you again? Would you ignore me? What if we did happen again, would both of us actually put in the effort into trying to commit to eachother in this relationship?
How come when people are down and shit,I’m always there trying to help. But when I’m down, I have to pick myself up from everything?
Don’t stop chasing.
I think that one of the biggest reason why relationships do not work out in the long run is because at one point, one side (or both) stops trying. Before one claims another person as their significant other, they would do anything to make that person happy. They would chase, they would flirt, they would be charming. They would send daily morning and goodnight texts every time you wake up or go to sleep. They would write corny messages and pick up lines just to make sure that there is a smile upon your face. But once they claim you as theirs, all of those things eventually stop. The 5 page texts slowly turn into 1. The constant calls turn into not calling at all. And the lovely endearments turn into daily arguments. In order for a relationship to work, don’t ever stop chasing. Just because the person you want is now consider “yours”, it does not mean they deserve anything less than the time when you’re trying to win them over.
THIS shatters my heart into millions of pieces.
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